Mixed emotions

Ok so I know I'm alwayse spinning the crap about love and working trew it and bla bla bla well lately I been singing a diffrent tune I found something that makes me more happy than I could have thought and it makes me wonder if I have been pulling th happyness card to fool myself into thinkin everything will be ok when I feel in my heart that its not going to be? Is everything I pushed my self away from secretly everything I have yerned for? Is this what I want for myself or is life not as it seams?

Sample Addiction

So I'm sitting here boarder than a frickin scare crow wondering what can I do to fill the boardumb so here I am to tell y'all about my Sample Addiction. As you may have guessed I have an addiction to samples, I love them and I can't get enough! I don't have as meany as I use to because I have used alittle over half of them but I still have quite afew. Most of them I get in the mail... ok about 99% or them. The other 1% I got form a hotell when my hubby Tyler and I went on out hunny moon (so much fun maybe someday ill tell u about some parts of it) Samples are grate they not only let you try all kinds of diffrent things such as shampoo, body wash, lotion, make up, chapstick, and even coffee(there's a lot more also) but they also come in handy for when you go somewere over night all u have to do is throw a few samples in your bag and your ready to go. Also if you run out of somthing like shampoo you have something for a back up. I have a old tackle box from when my daddy and I use to go fishin and it has all my samples in it, its a good way to keep organized and whenever I open it I remember fishin with my dad as a little girl. Well that's all I have to say about my addiction to samples. I have pined in a few pics for ya.

Sample on,
Jelly Bean

Married life

I can not tell you how meany times I have herd... what's it like to be married? Or has beeing married mad ur life any diffrent? Or my personal favorite.. why did you get married so young? Most of the time the people to ask are younger than myself but the answers are alwayse the same or atleast along the same lines. Let's start with question one:

What's it like to be married?
Well its like having having a bf or gf and a best friend all smushed in one... ya I know some people say there bf/gf is there bestfriend.. BUT let's face it young people don't tell there bf/gf half of the stuff they tell ther bestfriend... ANYWAY... when ur married you have to work as one person and shair everything and I'm not gonna lie I could use some work in that area. I myself now know that I can't live without my husband even for a short time... I alwayse want him there its like now that were married I don't want to miss a second. I'm not saying its all daisys and sunshine ither there's a lot of things that will require work and things that are hard like family and job isues every thing that was onece only you burdon or joy the other person now lives with as well.

Has being married made life any diffrent?
Yes, there are things I did that I can't or don't now such as hanging out with friends all the time. Sure friends are inportant but I have a family now.. my husband is my family and I have to put him before friends. Also now. I have more people to care about his family is just as important as mine.

Why did you get married so young?
I love him with all my heart.

Well that's about it if you want to know anything leave me a question in a comment or email and I will answer it.

Ta ta for now jelly bean

P.s. There's no spell check on this damn thing so ya gota work with me.